Waiting...

I'm sitting here waiting for the doctor to see me. I have teary eyes as I wait and write this.

The office is small and there are alot of patients waiting. Some are pregnant, some are here with their brand new babies. And some are here just like me with no baby and not pregnant. To say I'm scared is an understatement. I can't quite define my feelings yet.

I can't believe this day is finally here. I'm trying to be positive about this. I really am.

I came to the conclusion that I'm here because I'm being proactive about pregnancy, not because I have a problem.