My Sticky Note "INFERTILITY"

My husband makes everything better.
He really does. So as we were driving home tonight, I read him this post. He listened.
He told me that I should take this whole experience as a "blessing"
A blessing that there are treatments available
A blessing that we were not in this situation twenty plus years ago
A blessing that we live in a country that offers health care benefits
A blessing that we have options!

I guess there is a big sticky note on my forehead that screams "INFERTILITY"

Am I angry? Yes, I am...

I listen to the radio and within minutes,

an advertise from 'Shady Grove Fertility' clinic starts playing

I get online and within seconds,

advertisements about 'Infertility' are in every page

...

I get on my facebook and you guessed it,

more infertility advertisements

:SIGH:

I walk into my office and half of my co-workers are suddenly PREGNANT

or have a story to share about how it took them 2 months to get pregnant...

I decide to watch some televison last night from Hulu+ and there it was...

19 & Counting

or should I say? 20 & Counting

Celebrity gossip websites...

Jessica Simpson is pregnant

and a few minutes ago I check my personal e-mail and I got an e-mail titled

"fertility- what every man (and women) needs to know"

I want my husband to give me a big hug and tell me everything is going to be okay!

Too bad I won't see him for another two hours :(