I have been looking forward to my doctor's appointment since my last visit almost three weeks ago. It is only three days away and I just feel like I need to cancel.
I want to cancel;
simply because I am afraid of the outcome.
When it comes to infertility, there is no escape. You either get an answer you are most likely not going to like, or you don't get an answer at all and continue wondering and thinking "what if..."
So, what is worse? To know there is a problem, or to know there is nothing wrong.
If there is a problem, do we have solutions to the problem?
If there is not a problem, why can't we get pregnant?
... what's next?